Motivation to play ranked

I have a problem. I'm in Silver 3 at the moment and I really want to get to Gold before the season ends. **The problem is** that I don't have the motivation to play ranked at all. Not even the thought of getting in to Gold makes me want to play ranked. I'm too tired of loosing every single game because of people destroying games or me having a bad game in ranked. And I think it's so boring to play ranked alone but I don't have a duo partner. So the question is,** how do I get the motivation to play ranked so I can get to Gold?** **Also,** if you maybe want to be my duo partner so hit me up :)
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