So... I'm like playing for roughly 5 seasons and wondering about the above.
I've never really achieved anything I could be proud of.
I still completely have no idea about the competitive scene, who plays for who, where and with who.
I lost interest in game lore long ago.
My specs are getting severely outdated and it gets even harder to keep up with each update.
Currently my pseudo-pacifist attitude prevents me from playing.
Thinking about it for an hour and counting.