It is not the Balance or any shit like a permban or something
It is this
I always had two sides, one totally pacifistic and a totally murderous sadistic, now the bad side killed itself and i am too pacifist to play this game, sorry guys :<
Also that there is the chance that he will be in my team one day ;-;
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