I have been enjoying this game since season 2. The passed years Riot has taught me that change is good, and i agree!
There are so many things i can do right now. I have plenty of options I can follow the meta, or i can do whatever I want. At this moment I feel I can pick whatever i want and educate myself within my new way of life.
Things i wanna do.
1. Live life
2. Be healthy
5. Take more risks
6. Surprise myself
8. Stop looking back
9. Realising what i am gaining
10. Love others
The truth is I am quitting Ranked play, and probably League in general. I don't know if it will be forever, or just temporary. It will be a "game changer" for my reality. and I would rather achieve something in life than continue being a no name in LoL.
My drive for League has allways been to become a better player. I wanted to be up there, so I could be looking down on the rest. (sounds cocky right).
I truly thought I had what it took. but I now know for sure that i wont reach anything above Dia 3. (which is the turning point where you seperate yourself from the rest). Matter a fact i never got closer than 80+ LP Plat 2.
It's a bit sad.
I thought i could change the game, but i realised that I am just a no name.
Best of luck too you all <3