LCS games end with 10-12 kill scores.
Silver games end with 50-60 kill scores.
LCS players sacrifice some of their money to prevent vision.
Silver plays spent all on full damage and never buy wards.
Whatever role I play, there is always someone feeding.
In silver the games are not just about making sure you don't give away any leads.
It's mostly a race against feeding.
I won 5 games in a row getting me in promotion for gold and securing the first win.
I played an important role in all of those games.
After that it all went downhill.
It started with a Riven going 0-2 early game vs a Garen.
He then litterally said "OK NOW I'M SUICIDING".
Garen is rivens biggest counter.
Where do you even get the idea to fight him solo early game.
I was jungle that game but I did not even get a chance to gank.
Riven went 0-2 within 3/4 minutes of the game and after that the Garen was just too strong.
Riven level 5, Garen level 7, they fought again, but both had to run with 200-300 hp.
Riven re-engages and dies again.
How are you expecting to win that fight while both being on 200 hp.
Garen was already 2-0 and you are 2 levels behind.
Most important being Garen having his ulti and you don't.
The next game we had an udyr jungle who went 0-4 within 10 minutes.
He pressed alt F4, left the game and never came back.
2 games left to play and I need to win both to be promoted to gold.
I don't give up.
I took a break.
Went outside and went running (I don't know what it's called in english)
I came back, took a shower and was ready to go for the next game.
I got to jungle again but every lane died within 2 minutes of the game.
Top, Mid and bot all dead but again it did not stop there.
They kept engaging and trying to fight their opponents who where clearly way ahead already.
With all enemies being 3-0, 4-0, etc etc I tried ganking but there was just not much to do for me.
They said they would all report me for not ganking and being a useless jungler.
They all did and I even got a warning message after the game.
I do everything I can to support my team and help them in anyway.
But this is not just playing, this is a race against feeding.
You can't just stay calm and farm and win the game lategame.
While I was jungler I had more farm midgame then both toplane and midlane.
That should say something about how bad they where playing.
When people feed toplane 5-0 in the first 15 minutes I have to be 5-0 as well to counter that.
With all enemies being fed and my team playing so bad there is just no way to get that lead.
I seriously am lost and don't know what to do about this.
I am able to play all roles and I fill whenever I need to.
I learned how to break auto attack animations and I've gotten very good at farming.
I stay focussed all game and I give my best for the team everygame.
What more can I do?
The last game the scores on my team where litterally:
And they reported me and I got a warning.
I don't think this is fair at all.
An incredibly long story and I apologise for that.
I'm just trying to be as clear as I can be.
Any thoughts on how to deal with this?
And ofcourse don't forget,
League is love, League is life.