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GPet (EUW)
: You should be careful with that one though, many dragons seem to not like petting. :( I do though. \*snuggles into hand*
But but.... dragons are so lovely.. why don't they want too :( Yay I can pet you * pets you with both hands, scratches behind your ear * You're such a lovely Dragon <3
GPet (EUW)
: I tried, but it does get a bit itchy at times. And everyone called me crazy all the time, so I had to gif it up. :( Now I'm trying to be a fluffy Dragon, but the whole flight thing is not working. T.T
Aahhww :( Its not crazy, they are just crazy xD {{sticker:sg-lux}} dragon I wannna pet you and cuddle you and play with you {{sticker:sg-lux}} i love dragons :D
phenomlex (EUW)
: sorry to ask but when u were kid my friend did u face a bad situation or even in ur age lets assume u r like 18+ did u like have bad relationship or something i am not kidding btw maybe it affects u or something u keep overthinking about it i guess hanging out with ur friends having family time will be good or do something which make u stress like playing any sport well i wish u can sleep at this time ^^ and i hope u r good my friend
Its a lot to explain. Feel free to add me, i can explain you everything
GPet (EUW)
: I can share sum. \o/ Or we could have a sleep over with all the plushies at once. :o
OO: yay sleep overs with plushiezzz <3 I wanna be a plushie too O: :D
: If you feel restless and you have insomnia and you have tried everything to beat it, i hate to break it to you ... but it might be the beginning of ... anxiety problems. If it is, don't fear and calm down you will defeat it. Im saying this because i've been there Is there anything else besides of those 2 symptoms ? Maybe you're going through some hard things ? Maybe you're not tiring yourself that much ? Do you have a busy life ?
To answer those questions in a right way, I have to explain certain things about my life. Feel free to add me to discuss this ^^
GPet (EUW)
: They do, but only when you sleep. That's why everyone thinks they don't. :x
OO: I need more plushiezzz <3
GPet (EUW)
: Snuggling is what plushies are for, silly. <.<
But the plushies dont snuggle back :(
GPet (EUW)
: Lots of plushies and snugglez!! And a tasty cookie. \*gibs cookie* Trust me, I know what I'm talking bout, I almost passed 8th grade. :3
OOO: PLUSHIES <3 I love plushies :DD *takes cookie* *nomnom* Tho I wish I could snuggle with somebody ( other than my cat)xD that would be nice ^^ I'm used to it, maybe one day it will be different. Till then, I can only make the best out of everything ^^
Shukr4n (EUW)
: Accordingly to comments u tried everything Specialists advices. Now, how can a game forum help u? Anyway stress ruins sleep. Playing pc too much ruins sleep. Try go out for 8-10h/day Job School Sport
Yeah, I tried I think almost everything. I have this as long as I remember and ever since I was a little kid, I've been taking tests, therapy and all sorts of things. Until I gave up on it since it never worked. Sharing this here wasn't really to find a solution or sth. I know stress ruins sleep, that's why I decided a year ago to change my life. The only thing now that I know I have to do to make my life better, is emigrating. It's true that momentarily my insomnia is worse due to feeling home-sick and stuck.
: Hey Firegirl. Thanks for taking the time to share this. I hope you have an awesome day and know that you are an awesome person! Chin up, you got this.
Hey Cosantoir, Thank you ^^ It's the 3rd or 4th poem I've been sharing on these boards and I will continue sharing when I can or have something new :) I wish you also an awesome day^^ maybe till the next post ^^
: Have you tried melatonin tablets? They're essentially just vitamin D tablets and can help you get sleep better, and have a more "well rested" sleep.
Well yes, but they don't work :/
TTekkers (EUW)
: Different people have different ideal sleep patterns. Try altering your daily routine to sleep at different times, as far as your life allows.
That's what I'm doing now basically, if I can get sleep even if it's just a couple minutes I take the chance
Hajrulla (EUW)
: stop LoL, stop phones and enjoy your life. Try weed, trust me it'll work.
Weed is not going to work, actually I have it on a doctor's advice and I live in the Netherlands, so yeah I tried..
Smerk (EUW)
: Did you try altering your sleep cycle? Insomnia is something I'm familiar with and I found out that I can't sleep at night unless I'm dead exhausted. But it's rather easy to fall asleep closer to sunrise
Yeah I tried, many times, different moments. Even the moments I do get some sleep are just random. There is no controlling in it :/
drOIA (EUNE)
: Hello! Try to drink a beer before sleep (I am serious) ! If this doesn't work go see a neurologist! There are a lot of meds that can help you sleep like benzodiazepines (but is better to avoid if possible!) Also try to make order in your life! Gl
Alcohol doesn't work, neither do meds ( trust me I tried a lot, till the point where it became dangerous) And I doubt it has anything to do with getting order in my life. I have been under control and tests and all stuff for years, nothing works and they can't find the reasons why. I have this as long as I remember.
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Breakhz (EUNE)
: :( i have an account euwest but i dont play it that mutch honestly. But still i take a hug {{sticker:sg-kiko}}
I use the mobile app, so I'm always up for a talk Or just dm me for discord or sth else ^^
Breakhz (EUNE)
: :( i have an account euwest but i dont play it that mutch honestly. But still i take a hug {{sticker:sg-kiko}}
Ofc you can get a hug, as many as you want <3 I'm not always online either but feel free to add me ^^
Breakhz (EUNE)
: hold hands and playng league {{sticker:sg-soraka}} {{sticker:sg-lulu}}
sad I can't add you :(
Breakhz (EUNE)
: youre amazing i want you {{sticker:sg-shisa}}
Breakhz (EUNE)
: youre kind {{sticker:zombie-nunu-hearts}} {{sticker:sg-soraka}}
Breakhz (EUNE)
: "im amazing im op i like girls and i wanna see what they can do with a ......." Well thats all i have senpai {{sticker:sg-kiko}}
:DDD great ^^ you just need to believe in yourself ;) <3
Breakhz (EUNE)
: I can create too. "Im amazing im op I like girls and...." Whatever i did what i could {{sticker:sg-lulu}}
Good <3 im sure you can continue ^^
: > [{quoted}](name=FireGirl Edana,realm=EUW,application-id=2BfrHbKG,discussion-id=ug9J03F9,comment-id=000100000000000000000000,timestamp=2018-07-07T16:27:59.884+0000) > > But.. That&#x27;s good.. right?? ^^ Thank you.
: > [{quoted}](name=FireGirl Edana,realm=EUW,application-id=2BfrHbKG,discussion-id=ug9J03F9,comment-id=0001000000000000,timestamp=2018-07-06T23:16:23.780+0000) > > O: &lt;3 idk why but this made me feel very peaceful.
But.. That's good.. right?? ^^
: > [{quoted}](name=FireGirl Edana,realm=EUW,application-id=2BfrHbKG,discussion-id=ug9J03F9,comment-id=00010000,timestamp=2018-07-06T23:03:28.253+0000) > > Then take my hand and follow me till your toes feel sandy ;-* Look within your soul and ask if you truly can find me, With sorrowed soul i free my hand and let you go without, And so I weep my final tear and shout out "These demons will never define me!" A sword lunges deep and takes my breath, and now my frozen heart has cracked, My final tear hits the depth, Good bye to the land of men.
: Wow... people can rhyme.... Major skills.. carry me to the land of diamonds and candy.
Then take my hand and follow me till your toes feel sandy ;-*
: Just picking up the style and trying to go along with it {{sticker:leblanc-funny}}
: Can you taste the spirit cased dreams shattered a soul battered
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: i am not sure why .. but for me the only thing i can think of when i read this is of you inting .. xD "fragile and inocent, are the wrong words to choose" -> selfreflection on ones actions (after ocurence) "daring and playfull" -> self description (daring with the ban system so to speak) "i have nothing to loose" -> basic explanation to the question of "why did you do this?"
It has nothing to do with the game tho xD
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SODXI (EUNE)
: You need to logout and then back in from the support button, or just use incognito window and login there. Oh and about your emote it's probably in hextech crafting, just scroll down.
Thx, I can try that :) And the emote is not in my hextech crafting either, I checked that.
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: Free Coaching
Hey^^ I'll add you. I could use someone who is not afraid to criticize my plays, who'd straight up tell me my flaws and how i could change that.
: I'm a girl from the Netherlands too! :) I'll add you when I'm home
Another one here ^^ I'll add you both :D
Brokenhz (EUW)
: eh..youre too kind.you cant let others abuse you.Thats too mutch {{sticker:zombie-nunu-tears}}
you shouldn't be like me, you should be yourself.
Brokenhz (EUW)
: eh..youre too kind.you cant let others abuse you.Thats too mutch {{sticker:zombie-nunu-tears}}
Well, tbh, i have not been knowing any different in my life. It's not that i will always accept it, but sometimes i do. Just going against it drains too much energy, will only make things even worse. It's a way of surviving, sometimes it's a way for people to get out of their own negetive circles or sth like that. If i can be a foothold that way for them, then why not helping them. Sure, maybe it's not always the right way, but that's something they need to learn. For me it's not changing anything. In the end they might have won for themselves, yet i do not lose anything.
11wildy (EUW)
: Every time I see a topic about poems and the like it sparks my interest. Makes me want to think about it, find my own interpretation, but also trying to figure out what the writer meant by them. Would you mind talking about your poems sometime? I would love to read some more, especially the dutch one you mentioned! (Yes, I'm dutch, so I can read it :p). I don't even write myself, but someone has to take the time to read words of art others wrote, right?^^ PS: if you wanna play some games together that'd be fine too
Hey, sure i don't mind talking about them. I will add you :) I'm also dutch, so there's no language barrier ( i speak 4 languages fluently and learning 2 tho).
: Need a shoulder? I also write poems, but only these depressing once when I'm really sad. If you wanna add me, we can play a game ;o
: I accept match, and it says i've accepted when the timer is there but then it leaves ?
TTekkers (EUW)
: That's fair, I guess our stance is different as well - I see it as almost solely creating something, I'd guess from what you're saying that you see it as an emotional outlet as much as creation of a thing, and the methods to properly achieve those things isn't always the same.
That's true. the world would become dull without diversity. For me it's definiely a source to deal with emotions and feelings, as well as it is just something to be creative, or maybe event to guide people with it
Brokenhz (EUW)
: as a smart person once said "trust is good never trust is better".So just dont trust is better.Even old people say "give the man a finger and takes all your hand". Youre kind but someone can abuse that.If you let them ofc. Youre amazing i must say ;D finding such people in this world..but i cant control you its your life so do what you wanna do .
People have been abusing and using me my whole life, physically and mentally. And i know people would still use me, but sometimes i don't care about it, cause if thats what people need to continue with their life, then why wouldnt i be the one to help them out on that. Because of my life i can't even judge on things anymore, people are who they are, and maybe what people do ir say doesnt mean anything to us, it can mean everything for them. In the end people will always leave, people will always judge.
TTekkers (EUW)
: That's definitely the best way to find genuinely good ideas, but I find that your method finds excellent starts of ideas, or cores of ideas, but a complete thing never actually forms from it and you're stuck a million fragments that don't fit together. I normally find that a compromise between true inspiration and working on an idea find the best completer articles. But then my work requires a lot of creativity, so I actually need to turn inspiration into a complete idea and "thing" to keep my boss happy :P
Sometimes i do continue on ones that i started on once. the small words or sentences can have its own heavy meaning. But forcing to finish these things doesn't work out. And there are also the ones that i can not finish now, for the continuing of the poem involves feelings or emotions i have not yet feeled or experienced
Brokenhz (EUW)
: oh..youre kind.I cant be like you xd even if i love her i cant take her back.Who knows what shes s...xd But youre a strong person and very gentle good for you.Me 1 i dont trust people especially girls. Lonely wolf
Well, if you know my past, you'd understand why i think like that. I dont trust people in general. Ive been done wrong my whole life, by so many different people. I sometimes wonder how i can keep my positive spirit up. Trusting people is a hard thing to do when youve experienced some negative things in life, its because we are afraid to break again, till a point where we can't climb up again.
Brokenhz (EUW)
: wow..I understand you.I loved someone too a lot like crazy..but you still love that person and not togheter is weird xd Move on xd
Not really, yeah i love someone but i never even thought of being together with this person. All i want is for this person to find happiness. No matter if i'm even part of this persons life. And sure i miss this person, to talk to, to just see this person playing games or whatever, but that doesnt mean i'm not continuing with my own life. I let this person go, tho i'm not the one leaving and i will always have an 'open door' for this person.
Brokenhz (EUW)
: eh..just a myth.Im sure you find someone :D.But for me love i s just a myth. Now im a lonely wolf {{sticker:sg-poppy}}
I won't find anyone. Neither am i looking for it. Ive always been alone, and i will stay alone. I mean i can give love to people in a caring way, but really loving someone..? I only fell in love once with someone, i still love this person no matter what. And i actually hated myself for it.
TTekkers (EUW)
: It's good to see you agree about not rushing - I would say it's more to do with inspiration not being able to be rushed than about emotions. But then I'm a man, and in my experiences men & women process emotions VERY differently. But on the piano, it's nice to know my life isn't the only one that's a string of financial compromises xD
When i was young, i used to try to always finish what i was writing, but pushing myself to come up with things never worked out well. Now i have small pieces of paper everywhere around the house, with loose words or random sentences, written in a moment. I always carry something with me where i can write on, just in case i would suddenly find some inspiration, whether i would finish it or not. The moment i'm writing something and notice that i am going to think too much about words, i stop. Because thats the moment where i'm unconsciously going to force myself, which will only provide stress about it. Sometimes it's leaving things be as they are, so we can take a rest, to clear our mind and look at it again with a fresh view. Life itself is difficult and stressing enough. Writing has always been a way for me to free myself of the daily wars and to discover and deal with my own emotions/feelings.
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